I want a giant bowl of guacamole and a giant bag of stacys pita chips

in every possible way

the world brings the sun to my day

and as night comes so quickly and takes it away

there in the night my options are limited

our nstincts become intensely primative

we stick to what we know which allows us to forget about we are ignorant of

everything we know is quickly taken from us and switched into something so opposite and contradoctory thet we begin to believe that nothing is truely possible without some sort of defiance or moral discomfort.

everything that we learned as children were somewhere thrown out of our minds and we are now forever rebelling against the system that is supposed to keep us safe, but as informed youth we know that none of this is true.

so in turn, we consume posions to make us feel something different because we are so bored and in pain and it is our antidote. our antidote to forget and numb ourselves. our trivial issues washed away in a wave of dizzy double vision and fuzzy eyes and slurred speech. who are we when were are not who we are. people who are ashamed to say who we are. who are we though. we are who we are says the wise person who doesnt acutally care about us. not as the first world comes to a close our anxiety and attention spans close with it.

our hearts beat fast and our stress levels rise because of toxic formulas that we consumed with the knowledge that after a few more times our whole outlook on life would soon be altered. biological warfare with our internal war that we battle every day. 

we do this to ourselves and we are not stupid..at least i assume. we know what the cause and affect and we continue to hurt ourselves because it helps us forget for a little while.